That's just life!
Life is a bit tough at the moment. I suspect it is like this for most people right now. During tough times in the past I've pedalled like mad to get through the tough spots so I can relax back in the "happy" life that should be the norm. Problem is I get there, and then as quickly as I grasp hold of it, it slips away again.
How often do you hear people say ... "If only I could pay my tax bill, I'd be happy then", "If only I could find a job doing something I like, I'd be happy then", If only we had a decent car, I'd be happy then". We hear it all the time. In fact, I say things like that myself. We are all waiting for that something to happen so we can live in happiness, just how life is meant to be. Right?